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[18 Aug 2005|12:02am]

Well, honestly, this has been the most fun/confusing summer of my entire life...

Once you get free, talk to me, I can feel you falling...Collapse )

A basic recap of my summer so far...

-OBX was the best vacation ever.
-Even a week can tear things apart.
-I'm too lazy to do my summer work...I really need to do that soon...

So...let me know about your summers!

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[17 Aug 2005|11:55pm]

So...I'm sick of saying this community needs to be up and running. I don't want to push to have more people apply because personally, I like the number of people we have. I say we just post/update each other on our lives and ask for advice. I'm sorry that I've been so lazy/bad at keeping this community alive. So...I have an was everyone's summer?

I'll update in a seperate post.

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[01 Aug 2005|04:19pm]



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Newbie [27 Jun 2005|01:09pm]

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[09 Jul 2005|04:07pm]

wow...i remember this thing. how is everyone?!

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[07 Jul 2005|06:12pm]
remember about 2 months ago when this community started to come back to life?

yeah, me either.

what happened? haha. i'm still available for making a layout + promo banners + everything else.

uh.speaking of promo, i have some. everyone should join this community.


how's life for everyone? how's summer going? mine is going alright, i suppose.

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well omg *stamp*d* [04 Jun 2005|11:55pm]

hi everyone, i've been off the face of this community for sometime now. so sad. i'm very sorry. i hope everyone is doing well. im not going to post a big thing [yet] but i have some important news for any something corporate fans....

:( so sad must pray for him!

well ill post a big one later! so much has been going on. :/ more info soon. bye ladies!

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[21 May 2005|11:38am]


Wow...I am so sorry for not updating. Track has kept me busy. Especially since now I have practice for school and Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday I have AAU track practice. It's fun but...there goes all my time. This summer I'm supposed to be teaching one of my friends how to throw. <3 I'm excited that I get to spend time with him, he's awesome.

My birthday party is today! Woot! I'm excited! I'm a little pissed off that our pool is still gross...but that's's too cold out to swim.

I'm having a semi-big party this year. I invited 20 people. Woot. So it's not a huge party...I'm saving that for graduation.

I get my license May 24th! [my b-day!] YAY! I'm SO excited for that. More freedom <3 Score.

Nothing is really new with me. Well...except for that boy [the one I'm teaching to throw]. He's tall [thank God], he's cute, he's sweet, but he is a little big-headed sometimes. It makes me a little nervous. But I like him so I'm hoping things work out. That would be awesome.

I should go get ready...or at least go check my e-mail. I'll write more tomorrow.

"I'm taking a chance. This could be different. This could be all I'm waiting for."

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[19 May 2005|09:48pm]

[ mood | geeky ]

I have like 3 prom pics...ill post more once i get film developed :)


i want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life :)Collapse )

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[05 May 2005|07:05pm]

I'm having the worst fucking week ever. I can't do this anymore.

Argh. So I was excited about this week because there was voting for NHS officers and I was running. I figured I had a pretty good shot. Guess I was wrong. I lost...both positions that I ran for.

I'm also getting a C in chem. A C is not "acceptable" in my house. This blows. I understand everything in fact...I'm the only one who answers questions. Then BAM! I get the quiz and get D's and C's. That's NEVER happened to me before and I'm not quite sure what to do about it. I'm not sure there is anything to do about it.

Not to brag but, I have to say this in order to get my point across...
At the beginning of this track season, I was the best in all of my events....shot, disc, and jav. I don't practice javelin so I never really expected to get any better [and I'm still the best]. But I practice my ass off in shot and discus and about a month ago...Jalaya killed my in shot. As a result, my self-esteem went way down and I'm having a hard time keeping consistant. Well, Erin, who isn't even a member of the team, has been coming out to track practice to practice with us to get in shape for basketball and she's been with the throwers. She got SO close to my throw today I almost threw up. I don't think I could handle it. She comes out for what...a week? and she's throwing around what I'm throwing!? I swear junior year has been the worst ever and I'm so ready for it to end. I fucking hate school, I'm starting to hate track, and I just want to get my license [in 19 days] and drive as far away from here as humanly possible. I guess I should be excited and everything since my birthday is soon [May 24th] but I'm not. I'm dreading it. The only thing I'm looking forward to is my license. I DON'T want to be here anymore. I'm not happy. In fact...I can't remember the last time I was. I'm so sick of feeling this way.

Aaaand...I went to our boy's varsity baseball game. It was against ym ex-boyfriend's school and yeah, I expected to see him. I went knowing that I'd see him. I just never expected to feel the way I did. I never expected to want to talk to him or be with him again. I didn't go to the game looking for that. But of course...I found that. It sucks. I haven't even talked to the guy for almost 2 years. I hate this.

He said good luck you know you better just forget it
‘cause love is never in the same place that you left it.

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Stamped: Quick Question [04 May 2005|03:44pm]

I'm going to New York this summer.

Anyone have any ideas of fun things to do??

<3 Tiffany

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[04 May 2005|04:29pm]

[ mood | eh ]

hey ladies! :)

i felt bad for not putting an entry in here in a while so i decided to go ahead and go for it.

-lee and i made it to the 1 yr mark...relatively unscathed.
-2 of my best friends and i are now no longer on 'best friends' terms...i expected it from the one but the other one i've known for 13 yrs and THAT'S what's killing me
-i got a job at baja beach tanning and mandatory tanning...sweet.
-prom is next friday
-i have 2 huge field trips coming to NYC for beauty and the beast on broadway and one to hershey park. oh, and they're 2 days apart. boo ya.
-i'm getting my license may 17
-i have a debit card :-D

oi. i suppose i'll update later on my friends (ex friends?) because i'm not really sure what to do about either of them at this point and feedback would be super.

anyway i hope you guys are behaving and taking care of yourselves...much love.

sar :)

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[03 May 2005|08:19pm]

Hey ladies! How are ya!? Don't forget, if you haven't already, reply to the post I made about staying. The last day to comment is Mother's Day! So don't forget!

I'd update more but, I'm sorry, I'm in a rush. I'll make a bigger update tomorrow I promise!


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[02 May 2005|07:58pm]

Alrighty so...track meet today didn't go so well. Sure, I got first in disc but...we lost. So...everyone was pretty bummed.

On a lighter note track coach had her baby yesterday. She was in labor all weekend and finally had to get a C-section yesterday. IT'S A GIRL! YAY! <3 Her name is Reeseani Giddins [I'm sure I spelled the first name wrong]...but Reese for short. I think it's unique and the more times I heard it, the prettier it sounded. I guess it's not that bad after all. I do miss her though.

School has been extremely boring lately. I can't stand it. I'm so nervous because I take my first SATs on saturday. ARGH. Then I have to "skip" off to Ike Willis relays at Rowan. I'm nervous for them too. But...excited of course.

"I miss him so much when he is gone,
But when he's near me I don't let on...

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[01 May 2005|09:19pm]

So, I'm definitely having a shitty weekend, and I'm extremely upset. Oh well, i'm used to it. //emo.

I made an application.
take a look.Collapse )

Let me know what you think.
And I neeeeeeeeeeeed new ideas for a layout.



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[01 May 2005|02:45pm]

I'm SO happy we have so many people willing to come back and help.
:-D One suggestion was to fix up our application. This is the entry to respond to if you want it changed. Anything and everything. Just comment here and tell me what needs to go, what needs to stay, and what you think needs to be added. I'd like everyone to submit a question they'd like to see added to the application. If you don't want to, that's fine, but feel free to tell me otherwise.

Hmmm...lets keep this post open until Monday, May 9th. Sunday is the cut-off for being a part of this community so don't forget to reply if you didn't and you'd like to stay!


Oh and...any suggestions for what/who to put on our new "ACCEPTED!" banners? How about the "REJECTED!" ones? Just comment and let me know [or feel free to experiment and make some yourself :-)].

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[01 May 2005|11:54am]



Since it's the beginning of a new month, I decided to start this community over as of today. That's right, I let it slide for a month or two, but I'm going to try and fix it up and everything. But, I need your help. I need all you girls to update [I need to update myself as well], comment [ditto for me], and I need help with a layout if anyone is interested in helping. A lot has been going on in my life and I'm busy through May, but I don't want to wait until June to try and save this community. Please reply to this entry by Mother's Day [May 8th]. If you don't, I'm going to have to delete you from the community [unless you have a good reason of course]. I just ask one thing, when you reply, give me ideas. Don't just tell me to promote because I've been doing that. I've gotten my friends to join and I've promoted in various other communities. Please help me, I can't do this by myself.

Thanks. <3

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[01 May 2005|09:43am]

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[15 Apr 2005|06:13am]

dreamiegoddess one's really updated in here. Hmmm...but I haven't either so I have no right to bich about it.

I've been extremly busy and I know I said I was making new accepted banners head is drained of ideas. Anyone have ideas for pictures to use [of who/what/where]? far as my life goes...track has been pretty boring. I guess that's 'cause I've been hurt the past three days. I finally got my doctor to clear me last night! YAY! So I can practice today and compete saturday. WOOTY! I'm excited!

We're throwing a baby shower for our coach today. I can't wait for that. A couple throwers are coming in early from practice and decorating the locker room and getting everything else set up since Coach Giddins won't notice if we're gone. At the end of practice, we're going to have a mini party for her! WOOTY! We all pitched in and got her a gift certificate to Babies 'R' Us and while me and mom were there getting the card we got a froggy rattle [SO CUTE!], a spit rag that says "Spit Happens", and a bib that says "I love mommy!". It's so cute. :-)

We get report cards Monday. Argh. I'm not sure what all of my grades are but...

Art- 93
Chem.- 84
English- ?
History- 90
Algebra- 91
Gym/Health- ?
Spanish- 97

I wasn't there the day she gave us our grades for english. Yippes! I'm so scared of my grade in that class...especially since all my grade dropped. :-/

Mom's bugging to get on...I'll write more later...<3

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[09 Apr 2005|07:46am]

We got our varsity uniforms yesterday! They're so awesome, I love them.

After practice yesterday, we had our first track pasta party at [Jess] Horne's house. It was SO much fun. I swore that I was going to have the worst time ever and I didn't think we'd all get along. Woo. Boy, I was really wrong. We had a blast. I've never laughed so hard in my life. Upstairs, Caroline was assigning us animals...and somehow I ended up being "Sassy the Snake". everytime she walks past me in the hallway, she's going to stick her tongue out at me and hiss. lol. Christina was "PeePee the Panther", Mary was "The Roadrunner", Danielle was "Bee the bumblebee", Noelle was "Crocky the crocodile", Cathy was "Saliva the llama", and aroline was "THE Whale" [because she was the captain]. There are so many others. I think Jess Horne was "Horn[ey] the Bull". Caroline goes, "Together we are the...SUPER POWER TRACK RANGERS!" and she makes up this ENTIRE theme song! It was hilarious.

Then we get downstairs and they're giving new people names. All the black people are getting white names like Alice, Jane, and Suuuuuuuusan [had to be there] and all the white people were getting black names like Peaches, Sunoco, Madia, and Velveeta. All the mixed people had some chinese name like Fuk Yu and Wing Ching. My name was Pun-Jabi! Hahah, funniest shit ever! I've never had that much fun with track people before.

*sigh* So today is the Camden County Relays at Pennsauken. Woot. I'm excited, but definately nervous. The boys are going to some other meet so we don't get to hang out with them today. I'm definately bringing my camera, so you guys will be able to see our awesome new uniforms. SCORE!

I still have to upload 55 pictures from last night onto our computer...I should actually be doing that instead of typing this but...oh well...what are ya gonna do? :-P I hope I have enough room on my memory card. :-/ *crosses finger*

<3 Pun-jabi

"So many things remind me of you, I hope that you can hear me, I miss you. This is good-bye, one last time." -Simple Plan

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